I do not appreciate what my body is doing to me. I don’t like that I can’t give all of myself to whatever I’m doing or whoever I’m with. I don’t like having every decision heavily weighted in the back of my mind and having to act like it’s something easy. I don’t like hurting.
But you know what I hate the most?
I hate that this hurts the people that care about me, too. I hate that it makes them afraid, and that it makes them cry.
I don’t like that they have to hurt, too.
(Source: lurlinas, via hannahlovestea)